rckl914

 i love how ive been overeating:[
it sucks
but thats it
starting today
my mission shall start anew
its just ive been so stress
ughh..


im thinking thin from now on
for real:]

and  you know what else fuckin sucks?
im not sleepin tonite
and that means all those calories
you burn during sleep
which are quite a few
im not goin to burn

ahh
and i know im goin to be starving tomorrow:[

 wow
for like 2 hrs
i manage to forget bout food
now that im no longer distracted by a comforting  voice
im starving!

 ugghh
workin late on govt projects
im  having mad cravings:[


just gotta get that out of my head
before im comsumed witht the thought of food!

 three days on this 500 less diet
and i feel like crap:[
i give you girls props
that can fast over a day
srsly
i dont think i can do that
you are srsly strong

i told someone i was dieting today
and do you know what she told me!
diets dont work
ill show her!
:]

easter got to me
i ate like 3 snickers:[
i really cant purge so im stuck witht this filth in my body:[

ive realized something today
ive never been able to be so
open about how i feel about myself 
till now
thank you
even though i dont know me nor i you,
youve been an inspiration
by posting youre thoughts:]

xoxo raquel<3

well i ate 2 hard boiled eggs and im goin to eat a salad later
thats bout it hopefully
i swear i felt so ugly today
i couldnt even go to church becos everything i wore i looked like a cow
i feel so depressed i wish i could hide away until i lose all the weight i need to
ugghh...

i got a diet buddy and i know shell help me thru this
shes lost 20 lbs:]

bored i tell yah
im super bored and dont know what to do
ive just arrived from the most borin party ever
and i ate alot
too much
i wasnt even hungry
 i cant wait til tomorrow
i need a new day
latey ivebeen feelin like shit
idk why
yes i do
cause ima cow
and every day i ind less and less beauty in me

im absolutley new to this
my name is raquel and im really lookin to get thin
im fat i really am
and i know this is the only way to get thin
im tire at lookin in the mirror
and hating myself
hating the way i look
so please please help me
tips advice motivation would be great
im rfucking commited to not eatin
until i lose an nsane amount
im really hopin yall will help me this.

xoxo