urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rckl914 rckl914 rckl914 2008-04-16T23:33:18Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rckl914:2864 2008-04-16T23:33:18Z 2008-04-16T23:33:18Z &nbsp;i love how ive been overeating:[<br />it sucks<br />but thats it<br />starting today<br />my mission shall start anew<br />its just ive been so stress<br />ughh..<br /><br /><br />im thinking thin from now on<br />for real:] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rckl914:2632 2008-03-27T08:27:31Z 2008-03-27T08:27:31Z and&nbsp; you know what else fuckin sucks?<br />im not sleepin tonite<br />and that means all those calories<br />you burn during sleep<br />which are quite a few<br />im not goin to burn<br /><br />ahh<br />and i know im goin to be starving tomorrow:[ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rckl914:2559 2008-03-27T08:13:52Z 2008-03-27T08:13:52Z &nbsp;wow<br />for like 2 hrs<br />i manage to forget bout food<br />now that im no longer distracted by a comforting&nbsp; voice<br />im starving! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rckl914:2194 2008-03-27T06:12:06Z 2008-03-27T06:12:06Z &nbsp;ugghh<br />workin late on govt projects<br />im&nbsp; having mad cravings:[<br /><br /><br />just gotta get that out of my head<br />before im comsumed witht the thought of food! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rckl914:1834 2008-03-27T03:27:06Z 2008-03-27T03:27:06Z &nbsp;three days on this 500 less diet<br />and i feel like crap:[<br />i give you girls props<br />that can fast over a day<br />srsly<br />i dont think i can do that<br />you are srsly strong<br /><br />i told someone i was dieting today<br />and do you know what she told me!<br />diets dont work<br />ill show her!<br />:] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rckl914:1745 2008-03-24T00:59:48Z 2008-03-24T00:59:48Z easter got to me<br />i ate like 3 snickers:[<br />i really cant purge so im stuck witht this filth in my body:[<br /><br />ive realized something today<br />ive never been able to be so<br />open about how i feel about myself&nbsp;<br />till now<br />thank you<br />even though i&nbsp;dont know me nor i you,<br />youve been an inspiration<br />by posting youre thoughts:]<br /><br />xoxo raquel&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rckl914:1470 2008-03-23T21:14:44Z 2008-03-23T21:14:44Z well i ate 2 hard boiled eggs and im goin to eat a salad later<br />thats bout it hopefully<br />i swear i felt so ugly today<br />i couldnt even go to church becos everything i wore i looked like a cow<br />i feel so depressed i wish i could hide away until i lose all the weight i need to<br />ugghh...<br /><br />i got a diet buddy and i know shell help me thru this<br />shes lost 20 lbs:] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rckl914:1077 2008-03-23T05:15:02Z 2008-03-23T05:15:02Z bored i tell yah<br />im super bored and dont know what to do<br />ive just arrived from the&nbsp;most borin party ever<br />and i ate alot<br />too much<br />i wasnt even hungry<br />&nbsp;i cant wait til tomorrow<br />i need a new day<br />latey ivebeen feelin like shit<br />idk why<br />yes i do<br />cause ima cow<br />and every day i ind less and less beauty in me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:rckl914:913 2008-03-23T05:02:56Z 2008-03-23T05:02:56Z im absolutley new to this<br />my name is raquel and im really lookin to get thin<br />im fat i really am<br />and i know this is the only way to get thin<br />im tire at lookin in the mirror<br />and hating myself<br />hating the way i look<br />so please please help me<br />tips advice motivation would be great<br />im rfucking commited to not eatin<br />until i lose an nsane amount<br />im really hopin yall will help me this.<br /><br />xoxo